beautiful-chaos wrote:So very scared.
I can't relax.
Feel so very lonely.
I'm suffering. Struggling.
Need someone to listen.
So sorry to hear that you feel like this.
You might want to consider posting here too:https://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/
(This forum supports private chat and is far more active, which might provide a better means of you gaining support).
Also look at some online zoom type chat rooms to connect with other people.
Or post here and one of us will answer you.