Hi, when I was reading it I had a flashback from when I was pregnant and I had no support from my partner at all, I was literally BEGGING him to spend some time with me when all he cared for was gaming. I felt so depressed throughout whole pregnancy and all i heard was "you've got nothing to depressed about" and also being threatened that if I seek help they would take my kid away, I was terrified. My mom, same - understanding but kind of cold hearted, no way in the world I'd actually open up to her about my feelings. I'm really sorry that you're going through this alone,with no support from the closest ones. May I ask you, have you got any friends, ANYONE that you could talk to?
It seems like you've gone thought a lot a bit too early- same as me,
I'm very new to this site, I registered today and your post was the first one I read but I sort of felt immediate connection with you
I'm giving you strong hugs and stay strong <3
I'm not sure if there is a way to message someone privately but if there is, don't hesitate.