I am scared I am going to kill myself. I tried reaching out to my family today and they told me to cheer up. I tried going to the hospital once and was treated pretty badly by the nurse behind the desk and there was an abusive drunk in front of me so I ran out. I don't want to be sectioned so I am scared to tell a health care professional of my plans and thoughts.
Please, does anybody know what I can do? I really can't take it any more but don't want to ruin my family s life.