hi han,im really sorry this happened to you,you must be feeling awfull.i can empathise,so much.
i had a friend,we met when we were both 14,we went to school together,it was a school for people with emotional problems,we did everything together,we saw each other out side of school,but then at 25,out lives were becoming vastly different,she was able to move on to some kind of normality in life,and our freindship was ended,by her.
i will be around if you ever wanto talk.maybe she doesnt fully understand your illness,but,i think,a true friend would make an effort to gain some insight into how you are feeling,and try and help
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