Just got home from my one to one,i cryed the whole time i was in there,real sobbing i thought my care coordiantor was going to meet me to take me home but had a text saying she will call me later, i felt awful i didn't have enough money for a taxi home so had to wait to get a bus in the rain and in tears,got back to town then another bus home.
feeling embrassed cos i was upset and it was obvious i was crying.
I can't do this no more.
i a have to do somewthing to relief the mental pain im in and don't care what i do
i'm sorry for breathing, im sorry for all that i have done.
i'm sorry for letting people abuse me.
good bye x