Hi all i'm new to this, really need some help/support/advice.
My husband is suffering from depression, no diagnosis as he wont go and see anyone, he is suicidal, drinks alot and is taking drugs, when he does this we dont see him for days! He says he cant talk to anyone and he needs to deal with it and bring himself out of it on his own, it has been 2 years now of this and for the sake of our children i cant carry on being there for him, Pretending that everything is ok for the children and our friends etc has become impossible. He has said that if i speak to anyone he'll never forgive me and will disappear forever, He says he doesn't care anymore about anything and that there is no way out of the situation he is in, I know deep down he doesn't want to die but things have got so bad he feels there is no other options. He has become abbusive and nasty when he is hungover and on a come down from the drugs but always feel bed for his behaviour but there is only so much you can take and there has to become a point where enough is enough i need to be strong for the sake of the kids but not sure how much more i can take! I love him so much he is my best friend and husband but has that man gone?? What can i do to help him??