maybe I can be one of the people to say something nice to you and send you some positive good wishes.
I am glad that you recognise that you deserve something better than what you are getting.
This is good, stay with that idea.
p.s. do try going to the sunshine area of the forum, the kitchen area e.t.c. where you can get some positive vibes.
Where there is life there is the possibility of change in your life.