Postby leftfordeath » Tue Dec 25, 2018 2:23 am
As well as anxiety and depression, I have a mobility problem. I haven’t slept in 3 days, I live alone on a ground floor flat with a parking space just outside my front door. This is a tiny block of flats at the top of a hill. I’ve been trapped at home for 4 days as a Courier left his car on my space, I came back home and waited inside my car for 1h, but had no choice that to park elsewhere and take a taxi to my front door...I hardly have money for food, definitely not for taxis...I waited home all day thinking someone will come to remove their car...no one did...yesterday I called 101 to ask for help...the Police said this is a civil matter because it’s private property, the car has to park there for a year before they do anything...I have been unable to go out as I depend on my car to move, my anxiety levels are through the roof, I can’t stop crying. I have no choice but to spend Xmas alone in my flat. I can’t leave unless I take a taxi and I don’t have money for any taxi...no one is helping me, I thought the Police would do something but instead they’re really rude to me, and told me to stop bothering them and just stay in my Flat forever ‘if that’s what I want’...no I don’t want that but the other option is to kill myself... this will solve the park8ng problem, I hope this way I could leave my body and this tiny flat without the need of a car...I fo7nd myself planning different ways to kill myself...I’m so tired of everything... why would anyone park on a disabled parking space on a private car park? They have stolen my life...so so tired