I feel awful! I’m so worthless and stupid and I hate myself so much! I am a waste of space! Even when I try my very best at something,anything, it’s just mediocre at best. Why can’t I be good at something? I feel so bad about myself it hurts. I have a good life. I am a lodger in a house with the most kind hearted landlord who I get on really well with. I have the most amazing Labrador puppy whom I love more than anything/ anyone. However I still feel awful, I don’t deserve these things, I’m constantly afraid that my dog will be taken away from me either physically or by her not liking me and liking someone else better. I’m always paranoid that my landlord wants me to leave because I’m boring and stupid. It feels like I know my whole world will fall apart because I am so awful!