About a week ago I felt like I didn't want to live another day with how I felt. A few days ago I realized how I feel is like bereavement & grief- it's constant and unbearable. I still feel the same. Today has been unbearably lonely, even though I am at home with my 2 kids and husband. I still feel so lonely and isolated. Aswell as clinical depression I have Aspergers syndrome, a variety of autism. With this you go through life with the 'alone in a crowd ' feeling, unable to relate to or interact with people. I hate how this condition has made my life turn out- no social life ever, no career, no sucessful or fulfilment, no friends. All I have is my 2 children & my husband and I even feel detached from them. I just so unbearably lonely. Really can't take it anymore, I'm just constantly deeply depressed and lonely. Started on yet another new prescription drug, Mirtazapine, and I know it takes weeks to begin working but I seriously need to feel better right now. What do I do?