you feel dreadful because of what is happening and you feel dreadful by taking all these mind bending drugs you have no skill in taking in the right way to feel better.
ring the crisis team and ask for help. Make the effort to see the psychiatrist and get help. You must want the help because you are talking us through what is happening so you maybe want someone to affirm for you what you are thinking and give you opinions..............
so here it is..... before you give yourself permanent organ damage, where the organs include your brain, call and get help. Tonight.
I'm not mad, I'm furious
When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty