i am not mad.
i have posted stuff on your website before. cant remember when or where.
i thought back then i was schizophrenic. now i know i am not, maybe i have did. i suffer with dissociation.
the mother i thought was cold and emotionally dead was in fact a major sadist. i realized this back in june 2012. like i say, for 20 old years i thought i was schizophrenic.
i feel like such an idiot. a joke.
i dont remember the rape and abuse, happened to me as adult as well as child. police doctors nurses all joining in.
can you suggest a way i can help myself? i am trying to find councelling or another talking therapy..
can you suggest which part of your website, or maybe another website?
can anyone suggest how i can cope?
i am rubbish with computers,