Its been two days and no real improvement or help on its way. Still battling with docs to get them to take it seriously. They treat him like he's just trying to get more meds out of them and talk to him like he's some naughty child- which I know cos I am very often in the room when he gets a phone call.
Don't get me wrong, I know docs are under lots of pressure, and they are trying to do the right thing for us but this just feels inhumane. Watching someone you love be ignored and treated like theyre in the wrong cos they cant control their anxiety- as if he's supposed to just snap out of it- which of course he can't. They're saying he can only have so much but what they give him doesn't stop him from having these massive panic attacks, so surely, if it's not working, then they need to review that?
I am waiting to speak to his doc for him cos he's to anxious to talk to them and I am just so worried about the weekend - will he run out of medication? Will it lead to a suicide attempt? He clearly wants to get better and needs help to do it, why is it so hard to talk to someone with depression/anxiety with just a little bit of sympathy?
I just want us to be able to live our lives, not have to go through this torture.