When my ex broke up with me he mentioned he couldn't help feeling guilty. But because I don't see him, I have no idea if he really does feel that way. What I can say though is that it seems like he thinks I am his enemy and those who he never cared much about have suddenly become the most important people in his life. For example, his lodger whose behaviour he didn't like because she didn't like me (I mentioned in previous posts about her behaviour), now he understands why she behaved the way she did and they are best pals. Whereas I have been disregarded as if I never mattered.
So I understand how you feel Mimosas. My ex was kind, caring, generous, affectionate, loving, and would not hurt anyone's feelings. He has turned into this complete stranger who doesn't seem to care who he hurts or offends for his own entertainment (for example the video he sent, blaming his cousin). He doesn't seem to acknowledge my existence either. Very cruel!
Am I ranting too much???