Thanks Arwen. I'm glad you had a nice time in Paris. I feel the numbness at the moment. I'm exactly like you. I don't easily let any man into my life. Friends/family are well meaning saying these things to us, bless them, but I don't think they understand how we feel at the moment. I definitely won't be ready to let anyone in for a long time (if ever).
Paris, Easter time sounds lovely. It's good to have something to look forward to. Im trying to plan things now. Going to see 50 shades
and out for some food with friends next week. I'll probably take the kids somewhere as it's half term. I just need to get past Valentines and my birthday next week and not think of the plans we had for them first. Not holding out any hope for a Happy birthday from him though, whereas last week I would be in denial and thinking I might get a message.
Keep strong everyone xx