Hi guys. Sorry I haven't been on, I've been trying to cope with the relationship ending and never seeing him again. I feel so empty.
Arwen: I'm so truly sorry that he has blocked you. They seem to block everything out don't they. You have done everything you can and more, it's time to look after yourself. Bug hugs, I know how hard it is. xx
Lillie: Same goes to you, truly sorry. You have given everything for months, how much more can you take? Maybe distancing yourself from him may make him realise what he's missing? Maybe not but you need to look after yourself now. Let him come to you xx
James: The letter sounds good, at least then, she'll know exactly how you feel. The ball will be in her court. If she doesn't respond, it will be her loss I'm afraid. She will lose one of the good guys and there aren't many of them about.
It seems we have all given our everything into helping them and' ultimately, it is up to them. They will realise that they let something so special go. I know that they will all regret it but the fog that they're in and maybe some denial, isn't allowing them to see clearly. Depression is a cruel illness and only they can help themselves unfortunately.
I got a response from my ex the other night. He said thank you for meeting up and for all the good times and if I was ever struggling, to text him. This was in response to my earlier text when I said all them things to him. I replied with Thanks but I wouldn't be texting him. He needs to mend and doesn't want me messaging him. Hope he gets everything he wants with his children because they all truly deserve it. Then said goodbye. He then said thank you and goodbye xx I haven't deleted him from WhatsApp yet but I also know that I won't be messaging him. I think I've left him on there so that he has the option to contact me if he wants.
I've booked a trip to sunny Blackpool
at the end of the month with my friend, who was dumped before Christmas. I need something to look forward to as it's Valentine's soon then my birthday two days after that. I need to get all the plans we had out of my head.
Hope everyone else is doing Ok? xx