I hope I can get the job I really want, that will be next week's interview,. Today's was alright but I wouldn't be using computers, it'd be more Manuel work. But I can't complain or say no, I need the money.
It hurts not being able to do what I want, but without any backing I will have to make do with other jobs. I really need that job I'm going for next week. No one will let me update my maths, without it I can't aim any higher.
I use to be in a full time unpaid placement helping people with computers but I ended up being shifted for a professional who was being paid for driving round place to place.
Again it was a team member who didn't like me and wanted me out of the way. The manager tried to do everything to get me stay on for longer but it was done and dusted the team member won and I ended up on one n half hour placement here and their. Don't get me wrong I use to love the New computer placement but it was for a couple of hours, the other was in a library for an hour which I loved but no one would offer me more work. In total I'd spend five hours a week interacting with the public, the rest of the time came down to interviews and being at home.
I've started looking for work via the train. I'd rather travel to get a job I want than have a repeat of Christmas last year.
Not happy but I just hope one day someone will give me a chance.
It feels like they don't want me to get paid work helping clients with computers and tutoring other things.
I'm sorry for whining, I just hoped I'd be working as a tutor, coach or in design.