[quote="worriedmum"]I feel totally alone.
You are not alone and anyone supporting someone with a mental health issue would be concerned. As someone who has suffered excrutiating depression, I would advise you to seek your own source of support, from your own GP. It may be that you can point someone else in the right direction, or it might be that you find a support group, pills are not all that is on offer! I know how demanding and difficult I am when I am ill, and I feel profoundly guilty about it at the time, but you also need to protect yourself.