Yup all things will pass, that's a definite, nothing stays exactly the sane, but the thing is can I mange to stay the course until things change, or will the stress take I've before my situation changes that's my fear.
The last part of my evening has consisted of annoying emails from my daughters father, where we go round in circles , he offers assistance and when I say what I require he goes on and on about how he cat do what I've asked, I'm so pissed ff with him he acts like a 50 year old fool, a child a nincompoop. And the instant pointless communication that's get us no where, apart from him saying at the end of each sentence ok, just tell me what my daughter needs,, then I do and it goes on n on again, after when ch I feel throughly drained m frustrated angered and sometimes ready to QUIT.. today I just feel frustrated, with myself fir actually engaging with him in communication thinking it's going to be any different..I don't need his input if his input is not helpful.
On another note, the social worker contacted me today, as I sent several blunt emails to my health visitor, asking her to find out who the social worker was and why she didn't attend. So she stated she'll be visiting tomorrow at 10am, let's hope she arrives and better yet let's hope its helpful and not just a pointless tick box beaurocratic excercise.