Glad things are looking up in 3 years, wow just writing 3 years down , shocked me, can't imagine yiu e experienced this fir 3 years, ..
I pvecheard that racism is rife in Asian countries especially fir those incarcerated, or even approached by police. Racism on a whole is not about one particular race, it's about the majority race in power that treat and victimised and racially abuse the minority race, hence why your experiencing this in the foreign country.
No not adapting at all to this life, had rough day, but it does debt get worse, having no money makes it wires as I can't get out with my dad ghetto, then I feel bad fur making her nit be able to crawl around and explore and stretch.. socialmwirjer coming tomorrow so I'll be telling her everything, including my reoccurring thought of better of not here., unable to cope. It's not so much hostel life, it's just everything, and the hostel life S just one mor thing on top of what I'm trying to manage that I'm not use to and don't like.