I really don't have that many great words to say to you, but I'll say what on my mind, and just let it flow. Good morning firstly, so unfortunate to hear that your environment is noisy and hectic today,didn't realise your appetite went, so glad your going to attempt to eat.
I think maybe you put a lot of faith in your brother, and that's why your disappointed with his responses to you recently. Have you managed to contact him abs ask him to continue to do some things you need?
When I sent you the post about the bible verse, I hope it helped, I have studied with many different types of Christian denominations over my life, I was also baptised CofE, grew up at Sunday school in baptist church with my gran, and at 14 took my first holy communion as I went to catholic schools..I've never been devote Christian, and always find myself attempting to study bible myself, this it what I've been doing this time, just opening bible or doing google search about how I feel and get scriptures that way, so I'm not aware f what is new and ol testament. I just Shane what felt good to me, on hope someone may find it helpful.
Hope you get out today, to walk, to try abs change monotony of the cell, I literally just thought that a Paul,in Corinthians wrote a lot of his scriptures in jail, do you read Corinthian?
I too hope 2018 better also