I am G, and I'm new to all this so bear with me!
I am 23 and female and I have an anxious preoccupied attachment style, which basically means I am terrified of being abandoned, that I attach onto one person and then because of my fears of being left I act needy and clingy but to MEGA extremes. I have anxiety and depression because of it.
The person I am attached to has left me this week, after more than three years together. He cheated on me numerous times which further supported my fears that he would find someone better and leave, so even when I found out he'd been with someone else I'd beg him to stay with me.
Anyway at the start of this week he finally snapped and said he can't be the person to support me any longer, that it's too much for him and he can never make me happy or help me get better.
I've been struggling loads with being alone - messaging and calling him all the time, panicking that he's with someone else already, too scared to leave the house incase I see him with another girl, driving past his house to see if his car is there and if not calling him to find out where he is, constantly begging him to change his mind etc etc.
Does anyone else have this attachment style?? I feel so lonely and distraught, and like everyone knows I'm crazy
Thanks for reading and hopefully chat to some of you - sorry for the self absorbed post!!