please know ,I am here for you at anytime ,day or night.
you have my mobile so you can text me ,even in the early hours if you need to
AM HERE FOR YOU
and I strongly advise you go to a and e ,I know they are not usually very supportive ,but with your history of mh difficulties and you having thoughts of harming yourself ,I think you need professional support right now x
It's nice to be important ,but it's more important to be nice
non muggle and proud