I just want to say that snoring is a beautiful gift, a sound that always lets you know someone you care about it close and enjoying a rest
I think if someone leaves you for that reason then you are truly better off without them. I know you are hurting now, but there is nothing wrong with who you are.
One day you will enjoy xmas and new year again. And you are welcome to talk as much nonsense with us as you like
When I am really lonely and there is no one to talk to I go on 7cups to have a chat with someone and it can really help. Other than that for getting through the crisis moments, I really recommend investing your time in your friendships, old and new. Share the different problems you face with different people on different days so you don't need to worry about off loading too much on one person. Real friends won't mind and they know you are going through a lot.