
I'm new here. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I also have borderline personality disorder and epilepsy and I self harm. Every relationship I have fails, I have 2 failed marriages, 2 estranged adult children. My relationship ended on Tuesday after he cheated - I've always turned a blind eye to it but it was really getting me down so I told him to go and he did. I feel so alone, not eating, crying all the time. I'm now sat here contemplating ending it all. I have no friends because I lost them all due to isolating myself away, I am not close to my family. I just don't see the point anymore, I just want this pain to go