
So, at the moment (actually it also went through a phase of happening a month or two ago), when I'm feeling super low and a tad self-destructive, this personality keeps surfacing. I'm fully aware of what's happening the whole time but this time around she is very much her own person and has more control over when she surfaces. She doesn't tend to when I'm socialising or wholly focused on doing something, as she doesn't want to be discovered, and overall she's a positive influence, very much with the mentality of "well if you're not going to enjoy life then I will". She has some separate personality traits but we sort of share the same core of being. I don't think she's much of a problem, but it was a little surprising when she returned this time as I thought I'd let her go and accepted that she couldn't really exist, but, like I said, she seems to have more of an influence. Also when she's talking I often forget what she's/I've said, like we almost have our different bits of brain to ourselves. I told my parents the first time this happened, but this time around I haven't as I don't want them to think I'm delusional and I don't think there's any point as she doesn't surface around them anyway (not that they'd be able to tell, easily anyway)
Just wondered if this was a thing? Like I know it is for me, but are others experiencing this? Guess she's sort of a survival mechanism.
Anyway, hope you all are having a nice day/night.
