Sorry for not being around. I am up and down like a yo yo with my moods. I don't know how useful it is for my wellbeing to come on a forum when I often feel triggered by the content. I think there will be times when I use the site a lot and then also long times where it is better for me not to. So I hope no one is offended by this. I still think of you all often. But I am getting through however I have to and sometimes that meanas not being here and sometimes being here.
Just adding my thrupenny bit - I can't see why anyone would hold it against you to drop in and out as you please and feel necessary. Take it from me, I've been on/off for years and I've only ever been received with kindness. I hope you receive the support you need