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deb1960
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Re: Amaya

Postby deb1960 » Wed Jan 24, 2018 7:46 am

I'm sending lots of hugs Amaya. We are all so strong on here but we're unable to feel it. I hope things pick up very soon

Take care
Deb x

amaya
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Re: Amaya

Postby amaya » Thu Jan 25, 2018 8:10 pm

Thanks Deb. I could feel it just a little bit yesterday and more today. As if a small bit of strength was coming back to me :)

Thanks for being so encouraging. I miss talking to everyone here, but maybe with everything I am dealing with it is to be expected that sometimes I will have the energy to talk often, and other times not at all.

I find it easy to give my time for others when I feel enough energy to do so.. and very hard to tell my deepest lows. Mostly because I am afraid of the effects it will have on others when they read it.

littleem
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Re: Amaya

Postby littleem » Fri Jan 26, 2018 9:52 am

Hi Amaya,

Don't push yourself to talk if you don't feel up to it. Rather, just rest in knowing that we all care about you and that we are all thinking of you.

Sending big e-hugs! Take care of yourself,

Em xxx

amaya
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Re: Amaya

Postby amaya » Fri Jan 26, 2018 3:13 pm

Thanks Em that is so nice to read :)

christabel
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Re: Amaya

Postby christabel » Fri Jan 26, 2018 3:44 pm

Lovely :)

amaya
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Re: Amaya

Postby amaya » Sat Jan 27, 2018 11:43 am

I think I can better try to talk a bit from time to time. I just had to call the crisis line again for the first time in a really long time and I feel like I am going backwards.

deb1960
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Re: Amaya

Postby deb1960 » Sat Jan 27, 2018 12:05 pm

Often we feel we are going backwards Amaya. That's because we're so close to the problem and what is a blip is massive to us.

I'm so sorry you're struggling. It will pass though I know that's hard toelieve. And if you feel you can't upset us with your posts. come on and tell us a little

Take care and hugs
Debxxxxxx

Isap
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Re: Amaya

Postby Isap » Sat Jan 27, 2018 12:48 pm

Hi Amaya

I know the feeling only too well. Just remember you've been through it and recovered before. It's a setback and nothing more.

Thinking of you

Isap xx

amaya
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Re: Amaya

Postby amaya » Sat Jan 27, 2018 5:57 pm

Thanks both.

This year I wanted to start living instead of existing so I have been trying to live a normal life and it is like my symptoms just pushed me back and said no, you are not allowed to be normal.

deb1960
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Re: Amaya

Postby deb1960 » Sun Jan 28, 2018 9:44 am

Sometimes we are determined to live a normal life and when we can't the disappointment adds to it all. The reality is this illness is a physical illness and altbough you can work at coping strategies you can't make yourself well. I tell myself I have a brain disorder because that's exactly what it is. Using that term helps me to know that I cannot choose to be well. You didn't make it happen and you can't make it go. You are doing all you can.

Take care
Deb x


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