I feel a lot better now, just still exhausted.
ATTMP whatever you want to ramble about is always welcome in my thread
I did the same in a CBT course before I realised the depths of my issues and what a diagnosis could mean so I know I only want to go there within a supportive therapeutic structure this time.
Thanks for crossing the fingers for the MBT.. but neither I nor the psychologist are convinced that it is the best thing for me. If it turns out that it is then I really hope they will give it too me! But I think after so long waiting it is more important to get it right than grab at the chance to start something just because it is something. I want to get permanently well with the right treatment. Even if that means it isn't MBT. But of course that will be a massive disappointment because I feel like a lot what I want in life depends on me becoming more stable, and soon. I am really impatient.
Just to prove my english is getting worse I typed inpatient before I remembered it was a m and not a n in that word. Inpatient was when I was still in the hospital haha.
Deb I think the other journey is tougher, so I don't care how tough it gets, I have to do it now.
Thanks everyone for being so supportive