ATTMP it does help and I didn't even notice that it was about you because I knew why you were doing that. I am not sure that without a psychology degree that we have a good basis for saying anything much to encourage each other besides our own experiences.
Thanks Isap. *hug* for no particular reason except that I know I missed some times where you had needed one
Tonight I am telling myself that I have survived my worst days so far. And that is the reason I think I can maybe lie down to sleep without having a panic. I hope. My telephone is broken so now crisis line for me.