Postby hebe » Sat Dec 02, 2017 1:18 am
Hi I'm not sure if I'm doing this right. For about 4 years I've felt miserable. Not really just about one thing. There's been a few changes in those years . I think one new years my drink was spiked, I don't know if anything happened to me that night I lost all memories of that night. I've tried to forget it but it's been playing on my mind ever since. I allways think bout what might have happened. Ever since I've been so scared and unhappy. Nothing seems to make my happy now. I moved back home 2 years later. At first it was good, but then when I am on my own I feel so Lonley and scared. My nan passed away just over a year ago, it's been sover hard since. It was kinda expected she had been unwell. But since then I'm so scared bout losing my parents. And it makes me feel worse, I've tried writing my feelings down so I could show a doc but I just can't even ring them. Ive never been good at talking bout feelings. But I've never felt so low, I don't feel like I can talk to anyone