I am so fed up with my life, it seems what ever I do to make it better fails. All my life consists of is work, I work all week and then the weekends are usually bad full of depression. Most weekends I sleep, I try to break the cycle but nothing ever works. When I do sleep a lot I feel worst usually ruinning my whole weekend. I'm in a job I don't want to be in but what ever I do I usually end up hating. I don't have the confidence to anything I want to. I don't see any good in life, all my memories are off bad things. I have a few friends and get on with people but feel so alone.
I try to make life better but nothing works always coming back to how it is. I read up so much and feel I understand whats going on in my life but still I can not sort it out.
Why have I been dealt such a bad hand in life, arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!