I don't even no where to begin. My life right now is one big mess. I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression and Anxiety. I'm suicidal and have tried to take my life and also self harm alot. I cry alot, I'm down alot and I don't know how to fix it. I know I need professional help and I am going to be getting it but the medical services need to know that people with mental health need support all the time and not just some of the time. I need help to be there when I need it, not when someone tells me I do and do not need help. There must be help for me somewhere?!