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I Wish...
Posted by dirkgently1066
19th Mar 2014

I wish...

...I was still five years old, with nothing more to worry about than what toy I would play with...
...I had joined the school football team...
...I had paid more attention...
...I had planned ahead...
...I had never gone to University...
...I had known then...
...I had kissed the girl...
...I had just stuck at something. Anything...
...I had taken more risks...
...I had left earlier...
...I had never bought a house. Or got married. Or had children...
...I didn't have those thoughts because I know they are not true...
...I wasn't so fat...
...I had a big, juicy burger to eat...
...I could make my mind up...
...I had never gone mental...
...I had never been made redundant...
...I knew what the hell to do now...
...I got paid to do this...
...I could go back in time and do things differently...
...I could be happy...
...I could outrun the Black Dog...
...I had the courage to speak as openly as I write...
...I could believe.

To read more of my blogs, flash fiction and short stories, inspired by my experiences of mental illness, please visit my website http://1066allstars.webs.com/

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