Saint Valentines.
Posted by bethrb
14th Feb 2014

Today is meant to be a day for expressing and showing your affection to your loved one. For me, I was shown so much love and adoration and wanted to so badly show these feelings back, but couldn't. I can only explain how I feel to be like there's a wall, blocking me from my feelings. I got so excited to give Mike his card and gift but once I had, I felt nothing again. Not once today did I feel a shred of love like a previously did. I feel like whenever I write something like this, I fake it to make myself seem like I love my boyfriend. I feel like this when I talk to my friends or just think it. I AM NOT IN DENIAL.
I know I'm not. How could I be? Do people in denial know they're in denial? Who knows.

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