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Posted by micelf
24th Jul 2017

90% of the time I think I'm better off alone, but that damn 10% keeps dragging me back to the world of normal humans, persuading me that attempting to make & keep connections with them is a good thing & that's the moment that 90% rears its ugly head, knocks me back down & reminds me why it's not a good idea.

Whenever I make myself vunerable, I get hurt. But it hurts to never be able to let your guard down.

Hate that other peoples words & actions can hurt me so deeply & stay with me for so long.

I never get any closure.

If I try to talk to them, it ends in a row, so I say nothing & internalise it until it kills me.

I think I will give up on humans & hang out with animals instead. :)

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