Of course every person has their own experience with these feelings but there are so many people out there who feel similarly to you. Basically every person on this site has felt one of the things you have listed. You're not alone I promise you. If you feel the need to talk to someone I would encourage you to contact me, I can't promise a speedy response but I would be more than willing to listen to and encourage you as needed. My email is angel.of.the.rose37@gmail.com and forgive me for not listing my phone number but I don't feel comfortable displaying it online. Perhaps, if in the future if necessary I would be willing to give it to you. Please don't be shy. It is no bother to me, your well being is so important.