Lost in Space
Posted by foxyhaze
31st Aug 2015

The title says it all. I feel trapped in a scream waiting to blast its self from my constricted throat. It feels like I have a blockage in my throat. It must be from the many overdoses I have taken over the many years of my selfish plight.
I haven't taken an overdose in about ten years but before that it was nearly every week at one point of which four times I ended up in intensive care on a respiratory.
It's back! Did it really go away? I'm kidding myself if I think it did.i can't seem to climb out of this muddy fog. I need help but can't seem to reach out to for it. I used to find it so easy to admit my self to phychatric. I have to go before I flood the place with my tears of a clown.

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