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End of the road?
Posted by blueskies
16th Jul 2015

I am 42 years old.

Need help and I hope to receive it soon but meanwhile I am trapped in my head.
I will soon be an island drifting away from the mainland.
Not that I want to but the need and desire to be alone yet not is tremendous.
Conflicting.
I doubt I am making much sense at all right now and I apologise for this.

The worst is that I have been well and for a long time too but I can't help feeling the way I do.

The way I FEEL is destroying me from the inside out.
I look in the mirror and I see a grey face with a downturned mouth and a furrowed brow.

The woman I am innately is happy and wants to remain so.
It's a possession.

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